Monday, July 7, 2008

so i'm really nervous

you might have read in my earier blog,
about what im doingg...



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faith


so he actually did it.

a year and a half down the drain...

i know it may not seem like much but i just cant take it.

You know like when something terrible happens you just cant help but be really down about it.

EVERY LITTLE THING REMINDS ME OF HIM.

but one thing you should know about me is that i dont go down without a fight,you know?

i'd do anything for him.and i just want him to know that.


SO...HERES THE PLAN :)




Sometime this week im going to his work,

i made this sign thats like really long and it says


'ROCKY [thats his name] OPEN YOUR EYES I LOVE YOU'

And im going to ask some people waiting to get in to hold it up,now call me crazy but im hoping this works.

it's that you'd do anything for the one you love,for those of you in love you know what im talking about right?

RIGHT!

now im praying that this works,because if it doesnt..then i guess moving on is my only option you know?

OHHH.and i also wrote him this like three page letter explaining my feelings and thoughts,and he's not the type to not listen and im hoping this will open his eyes.Now i know that some of you might just say let the pieces stay broken,but you never know.And i'll never really be at peace with this until i know i tried.



i guess i just have to believe...